| Who I am hates who I've been. |
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| I feel like I'm not one of those needy people so I'm just one of the last on people's list. ppl will switch over on phone calls. I'm the last to know. I don't have best friend here. why? I'm so confused. |
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| I sit here with my e-mail open that will tell me how busy I will be this semester. It was supposed to come yesterday and it never did. I don't know my feelings on it anymore Yesterday, I was so upset I could have punched someone. I woke up today and don't even know what to think. Yesterday, I wanted to scream "you told me to take the job knowing this was a position I desperatley want and need to feel loved by my college." I never knew college would be this political. |
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| I just read all my past posts of my xanga. Unfortanetly I can't tell you how many days I have been a Xanga member because the counter no longer works. I look at my heart and desire to learn back then compared to now. Not so good. I look at the friends I wrote about and in all actuality only one has decided to take themselves out of my life. I think some of the others just grew apart. My heart still aches for her. I remember the good times we had and wish I knew what snapped in her head. I remember the fun and crazy friend I once had. The one that reminded me how to have fun and to have a good laugh every once in a while. What has happened to me? |
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| All of Santa's reindeer where female because male reindeer lose their antlers before Dec. 24, according to the news. |
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